The Story of Dawn and Circlek (sir-click)

I am hating the fact that I am tired, but I also am reliving a lot of fun things, but I am going to pretty much jumble 2001 and 2002 together. I will basically summarize it all in the pictures, but tell the story here.

I did skip over Halloween 2000, but not on purpose. I just got carried away with thinking about Exoticon. I stayed with Dawn for Wes' big halloween party at his house. Dawn had made like 5 million jello shots and they were all in her fridge. She kept saying "you want another shot?" I would do another. Then as we were about to leave, she is like "Let's do 50 more shots." So we did......

I cannot pin point any ONE great moment with Dawn. Only because there was only ONE bad moment out of a thousand. I do have to think and say that the Canada Trip was by far the most fun. Dawn Marie totally made that trip for me. You have to understand how miserable everything else was about that weekend, but Dawn was awesome. You will have to read the trip story to understand the full extent of it. Dawn and I were like two little kids in a candy store. Spouting off things about Canada. I know a lot of people are new to my LJ and don't understand why we call it Downtown Canada, but well.... I really cannot explain it. There were so many inside jokes between Dawn and I on that trip, that we still use. *sigh I miss her. As a side note, on Monday of last week, we had spent most of the day chatting about the trip in August. I will not go into details about it, but we were talking about everything we were gonna do and see. She told me she wished I could have been there last August, so this trip was going to be the best.

Cons came and went, LJ dinners came and went and Dawn was there. We talked on IM pretty much everyday. Even if it was a "Hey Sweetie how's work going?" Or "What do you have planned this weekend?" We had more inside jokes between her and I than my brain could store. Now I have them all sitting on the edge of my brain and no where to go.

I loved to Visit her in Huntsville and we always made the best of every situation. We would talk about all of our friends and how much we care about them and worry about them. We would think of ways to make everyone happy and try and do that when we could. I feel censored in what I have to write about Dawn and I wish I could just get it all out, but I cannot. If she hung out with you for the weekend, or you hung out with her, she would tell me about it first thing Monday Morning. As much as I did not understand her insomnia, I did love it, cause she would always be online when I got to work in the morning and it would brighten my day. For the past 4 months, this was basically out routine. We said good morning on IM and would pretty much chat all day unless she had something she had to do or I was in a meeting. We had so many plans for the future, whether it was marriage (not with each other) or future trips we were gonna make. I loved her more than anything and would have done almost anything for her. I was her friend, always her friend and never anything else. This was a special bond we shared. There were never any odd emotions that clouded our friendship. We were true to each other on what we shared, even if I had to look her in the eyes to get some truths out of her. She was a super special friend and words cannot describe how much I miss her. I have met sooooo many people because of her and I want to thank her for it. I wish she would come haunt me in my sleep so I could tell her Goodbye. "I love you Dawn."

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